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Tuesday, February 2, 2010.


Are you happy?
This seems to be a simple question but it is so hard to answer.
Why do people drink, abuse drugs, smoke, sucide etc?....
To seek their inner happiness, to forget about their unhappiness, the hurt that they have suffered and still hurts.
I thought that time will heal everything and go back to where i belong.
However, whenever i think of my past and when i thought of u, it still hurts.
What's the point of saying giving up when i am still lying to myself?
Facing the truth is so hard.so hard.
It's 2010 now, what's the point of thinking about the past?The secret that no one knows about it, what's the point of saying that much?It is pointless.....